Postcards from Europe

        by Heidi L. Everett

        Flo:

        1. After 14 hours it is hard to distinguish
          the stench of billingual-sweat-stained
          train leather worn from my own waxy
          flesh. Both bury smoke in spongy pores
          like lonely lovers on one night box spring
          boards

        2. On a 3 a.m. from Hamburg I met a
          woman. Swaggering, she lurched with the train
          her bare breasts pressed flat on the window
          Spotlighted by the jasmine moon
          like glistening cherry crepes.

        3. I saw Vienna stars last night
          jagged and cold as the chips in my
          back on the concrete banks of the Seine.

        4. I feel red as the map line between
          legendary stars. The shortest distance between
          two points is not this. I feel like a short
          cut gone bad. Last night I talked to a reflection
          broiled for twenty minutes in the mist coated
          window of evening third class.

        5. Do you prefer black and clean or
          white and dirty?

        6. In Greece today, Baklava sat like cast iron
          weight in my stomach. I sweat ouzo that
          pours aniseed air in streams along my flesh.
          I am drunk on my own scent.

        7. With feet buried in damp Mediterranean sands
          I ate papaya, insides reminded me
          of silicone breasts corroded with cancer.
          I stared through the union of smoky grey sky and sea
          fingers pressed circulating in soft lumpy centers like nipples.

        8. Brobst! Frothing black beer erodes
          concrete slumber on train station floors
          laminated with urine. 50 marcs will buy two squares
          of tissue and a few moments with feces-stained porcelain.

        9. Painted my body in Aalborg after rolling the day and licking it shut
          with dehydrated tongue on waxy paper.
          Emerald wings seemed fitting on skin that won't stretch
          I think the sign said sterile, but you know false cognates
          (estoy embarrazada!)

        10. Ran like a nymph through Hvid-hus park today.
          Denmark leaves are much softer on virgin arches.
          Soiled jeans and tee scattered the lawn as I wedged
          my soft body between the cold emerald frames of the girls.
          Thank heaven for automatic timers.

        11. Smothered apples with imitation peanut butter on the
          way to my plane. How I long to eat the fruits of the fridge.
          Toothless man bought me a coke and offered a motorcycle
          ride to his "village." Why do we speak louder and slower
          with non-English speaking people?

        12. Foreign tongues stand out like flutes
          among clanging symbols of English drawl. I'm in Chicago
          and wanting one-way tickets to anywhere but home. I'd sell
          my body for the carbon copies but couldn't buy a destination farther
          than Indiana. See you tonight...


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