Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder



      by Steve Crow

      "You know, you never get over combat."
      --Audy Murphy

      One in three world countries still practice torture.
      CBC, Windsor; Winter 1986

          Battle fatigue walks the world's streets
          peopled with the victims of torture and war.
          She could be a child rescued from a war-zone
          in San Salvador; he could be a Vietnam veteran
          who flinches and runs for cover when he hears
          a chopper overhead; she could be a mother
          tortured by the military in Chile or raped
          in her own neighborhood in America; he could
          be the victim of armed robbery near his home;
          she could be an Indian warrior who has seen
          too much fighting in Guatemala; he could be
          a boy raised in a combat zone in the Middle
          East. The lists and causes never stop
          growing. The sight of any uniform, the smell
          of any hospital, the sound when a car backfires
          or the glint of sunlight against chrome can
          trigger living nightmares in colors and voices
          in the full light of day. It could have been
          a jungle firefight, frequent beatings at home
          or genital shock-treatments on days which never
          end for sisters and brothers who live constant
          pain, changed forever by war. Never will they
          know life without horror; never will their
          memories bring them joy when they look back;
          never will their days or dreams forget the
          hands or knives or bullets or barbed-wire
          clubs used to rip flesh from the spirit
          in Argentina or South Africa. Maimed for a
          lifetime, the next person you see may be
          a combat veteran, woman, man, elder, child.
          So please, try to walk softly. Try to live
          as much kindness as you can because no one
          has to be shot at to get battle fatigue.
          Listen quietly. You can hear children crying.


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